Time reli pass by fas..itz oredy august..n I cant bliv my birthday is over dy..n mos of all I cant bliv on my birthday I cant celebrate it wit my lover.I cant bliv v broke b4 my birthday…I stil rmb las year he promise me tht every year my birthday he wil owez b my side…he wil hug me 4eva..he wil b wit whenever im in trouble…y cant he keep tis promise..y?y?I owez ask myself n I owez questione God tis question..I reli do miss him..I think I stil luv him…life witout him is reli empty..reli..he reli treats me very good..he reli luved me..y?y tis changes now?y it changes when I go kk 2 study alone..its reli hard 2 get through it witout my fam n d frenz tht understan me..y…?its God tryin 2 challenge me..I know I reli rely on him a lot..I know tht.. I reli don wan 2 break wit him..I reli don understan him..I don understan ..I wan him 2 xplain..but…im reli very sad la..he owez say tht he luvs me..but now I reli can understan if he reli don luv u anymore. Its reli hurtin..he can treat u as bad as a..stranger…wat d hec!!y??? y? I reli miss him..I reli..luv him..I know mos of u donno how good is him..u all donno how he ever treat me..1 thing I can tel u all..he reli luv me.. I went 2 kk lots of things happen..I learn a lot of things 2..meet a lot of good frenz.. But.. I prefer I don hav any of tis good frenz.I prefer he come bac 2 me..am I stupid? Itz rainin in ld now..n I luv d rain so muc tht I juz went out 2 play d rain..n tis makes me miss him a lot 2..weneve its rainin..n v a 2geter he wil accompany me holdin my hand n walk under d rain..though he’s weaker than me he’ll get sick after it..but he knows I luv it..he wil walk wit me..miss him a lot..I reli wan 2 get through tis..but I don wan 2 4get our memories…itz tht possible?